There is a jazz tune that's been perpetually playing in the back of my mind.

It's almost like i'm in a state of serenity, oblivious to the forecast of next year's economic turmoil.

Part of me is enjoying lazing around the house... while another part of me is feeling rather restless. So many "what ifs" are left unanswered, and it's making me pace up and down the room anxiously.

I never really thought looking for a job is nerve-wrecking, before. Maybe it's just the waiting time that's killing me slowly from within. Apparently the law of attraction helps a person achieve their goals. I say, it takes a lot of strength to ignore negative thoughts especially if it originates from your own brain. They just dampen your spirits from within. So i guess the only way to fight negativity is to think positive, then believe it.

Now. Let me think it. Then, I'm gonna believe it.