Self Destruction.

whoa...Pink? Pink , makes me go, like, all ....blonde.

Shit, I've lost it. Thanks to my new friend, Boredom. Say " hi, boredom", everybody... see, what i mean? gile. Infact, my brain is as numb as my butt after sitting for hours at the same spot. I somehow feel, seriously, no one needs me, man. no shit. Its like, I am always used as their Back up plan. Oh, no one to bring? ask la hilly. IM ALWAYS left out. I dunno, i think im just confused, man. I love my friends, but do they love me? I know I always complain, but its only because i need to let it out.

I guess, college is really like, a way out of boredom. Sure it gets to your nerves sometimes, but hey, it keeps my mind stimulated, instead of rusting away.

I dont feel like writing anymore. I feel more like self destructing right now. can I?